Today’s readings are mostly about people hearing God’s call and how they
respond to it.
I believe that God calls each and every one of us to be the
person he means us to be. But how can we be sure that a voice we hear is truly
God’s voice? And how can we be sure what he is calling us to be and to do? The
technical, theological word for this is ‘discernment’, and discernment is difficult.
Most of the time, in our busyness, wrapped up in our own thoughts and desires,
we may not even hear God’s voice. If we do, it is often so much easier to
ignore it. And sometimes what he asks of us seems so difficult that, like
Jonah, we try to run away from it.
Today I’m going to reflect a little on the readings,
because I think they can help us get to grips with the problem of discernment.
In the OT reading (1Samuel 3:1-10, 11-20) Samuel hears God calling to
him.
You may remember that Samuel’s parents Hannah and Elkanah
had dedicated him to God as a child, and left him in the guardianship of Eli,
the priest at the pilgrimage shrine of Shiloh.
The boy Samuel is confused when he hears God’s call.
Three times he hears a voice calling his name. He thinks it is Eli calling for
him, but it is not. At last Eli realises the voice Samuel is hearing must be
from God. He prompts Samuel to respond, ‘Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening’ –
only then can Samuel open himself to God and understand his vocation. He will
grow up to be a great prophet and a leader of Israel.
Notice Eli’s role in the story, helping Samuel to understand
what is going on. When we are trying to discern what God is saying to us, we
often need someone else to encourage, support and guide us, to enable our discernment.
I have experienced this personally. I began to ask
myself whether I should offer myself to lead worship, at a time when otherwise
there would be no one to lead services. I had watched a diocesan reader I
admired and trusted do so. But it was not until a priest recognised that God
was calling me, and encouraged and guided me, that I could begin to understand my
call to diocesan reader ministry. Fostering discernment is an important role in
ministry.
Turning to the psalm, Psalm 139 marvels at how completely God knows and
understands us.
In beautiful poetry the psalmist tells us that God
comprehends us completely, we cannot escape him, even if we wish we could. This
is because God has made us: ‘I thank you for I am fearfully and wonderfully made’,
says the psalmist.
Indeed, we are fearfully and wonderfully made. We have
been made as souls with conscience and intelligence, capable of love, able to
tell good from evil, truth from lies, beauty from ugliness. And it is these innate
capacities, given us by God, which enable
us to hear God’s call and discern what it is he wants of us.
In the Gospel reading (John 1:43-51) Jesus calls Philip and Nathanael to
follow him.
Notice that Jesus calls Philip directly, but it is
Philip who then invites his friend Nathanael to meet Jesus, just as previously
Andrew had gone to fetch Simon Peter. This is the way that many disciples of
Jesus were made at the very beginning, by one disciple passing on Jesus’s call
to follow him to another. And it is the way that disciples have been made ever
since.
Notice also how Nathanael initially resists the call
from Jesus, passed on by Philip. ‘Can anything
good come out of Nazareth?’, he asks cynically. I suppose the
rivalry between Bethsaida and Nazareth must have been a bit like that between
Tipperary and Galway in the hurling! It is only when Nathanael accepts his
friend Philip’s invitation to ‘come and see’, and spends time in
conversation with Jesus, that he gives in, finally confessing, ‘Rabbi, you are
the Son of God’.
How like the way that many of us try to evade God’s
call when it comes! But God does not give up on us – he knows us from the
inside out, and he will not let go of us easily if he wants us for a purpose.
Philip goes on to be a great apostle, the first
apostle to the gentiles, even before St Paul took on the role. Acts tells us
that he was the first to bring Samaritans into the Church, and he goes on to
baptise the Ethiopian court official who is a eunuch. But what of Nathanael? We
hear nothing else about him in the Bible - though perhaps he is the same as
Nathanael of Cana to whom Jesus appeared at the Sea of Galilee after the
Resurrection. We do know that Nathanael responded to Jesus’s call. As Jesus
promised, he must have seen ‘heaven opened
and the angels of God ascending and descending’. But God calls
only a very few to great tasks, and Nathanael may not have been one of them.
I said at the start, I believe God calls every one of us to be the
person he means us to be.
There may be some here who are called to great work,
as priests, perhaps even bishops – maybe even prophets or apostles, God help us.
But almost all of us are called to much more modest tasks in ordinary places.
Yet these too are tasks which God needs us for in order to build his Kingdom of
peace and justice.
They may be official jobs in the church, jobs like
being a church warden, or serving on select vestry. Or they may be specific
ministries in the parish - there are so many, aren’t there? - reading, singing,
church cleaning, washing linen, helping with flowers or refreshments after
services – even volunteering for the Christmas tree festival! We do not give
enough recognition to those who take on these jobs, I think – but I am sure God
does. God calls different people at different times to different ministries to
build up Christ’s body, the Church, so that the church can continue his
ministry in the world.
But just as important, they may not be 'churchy' jobs, but tasks of service to
others in the secular world. Tasks like being a carer, teaching children, healing
the sick as a nurse or a doctor. Tasks that build and protect community, or
conserve the beautiful planet we have been given. Tasks that feed the bodies
and nourish the spirits of our neighbours. God needs people who will carry out
all these tasks, and so many others, to build his Kingdom. Those called to them are just as blessed as those called to church ministries.
I suggest to you that each one of us should ask ourselves
these questions: How
has God called me? and How have I responded?
I suggest we should do so regularly, because who it is God wants us to be, and
what he wants us to do, is ever changing through the course of our lives. I
suggest the beginning of a new year is a good time to do so.
And as we ask these questions we should pray, pray that the Holy Spirit will help us to discern what God wants of us. Because it is precisely when we respond to God’s call as he wants us to, that we, like Nathanael, will see ‘heaven opened and the angels of God ascending and descending’ and experience the joy of his Kingdom.
Let me finish in prayer with a Collect of the Word
Eternal
God,
whose
Son, Jesus Christ, is now exalted as lord of all,
and
pours out his gifts upon the Church:
grant
it that unity which only your Spirit can give,
keep us
in the bond of peace,
and
bring all creation to worship before your throne;
through
Jesus Christ our Redeemer,
who
lives and reigns with you in the unity of the Holy Spirit,
one
God, for ever and ever. Amen
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